About a month ago, the website I had used for ten years to write my blogs began to have issues. Since I had nothing to do with setting up that website, I was at a loss to know what to do. Just thinking about trying to fix it resulted in instant stress.
I needed help.
I have many writer friends, so I took a poll. What should I do? The website company called WordPress was a recurring suggestion. That was nice. Now what? I have to admit I did not handle this unexpected issue very well. It weighed heavily on me. At one point it seemed so hopeless, I actually contemplated just not writing any more blogs. This obstacle seemed too difficult to conquer.
For about a week, my apprehension immobilized any further action.
I write words. Just give me a spot to write in and I’m fine. Computers are mysterious and frightening. Finally, I reached out. One wonderful friend spent three hours at my keyboard. Each stroke of her fingers opened up a new and fearsome endeavor. I panicked and removed any future efforts from my mind. A few days later, another friend took me even closer to opening up this Pandora’s box.
Scary.
Yet, here is my brand-new website. I overcame my daunting mindset, pushed through and achieved at my ripe old age of 77. I reached out to a WordPress expert. With help, I overcame my reluctance. This site is still a work-in-progress. My next hurdle is adding pictures.
But as I have worked through this undertaking, I repeatedly have been reminded of my journey in life. So many parallels. I felt hopeless and immobilized. Finally, I reached out to an Expert. With God’s help, I conquered many difficulties. And just as my mind was the hindrance in moving forward toward a new website, my journey to wholeness was impaired by my ignorance of who God is and a lack of faith in my capabilities.
The metamorphosis of my life continues.
“Do not conform to the pattern of this world but be transformed by the renewing of your mind…..” Romans 12:2a (NIV)
Joy
You are an amazing writer! So happy you reached out for help. Giving up is not an option for you! The life you lead proves it. May God continue to bless you and those you bless.
Thanks so much Lorraine. You guys have always been there for me. Love you.
Way to go Joy!!!!!!!!!! I’m in awe!
Thank you very much, Mark. I appreciate it.
Mom, I am incredibly proud of you. Your new website is wonderful! This is truly a remarkable accomplishment. I’m grateful for the opportunity to witness the unfolding of God’s plan in your life. Love you!
Thank you very much for your wonderful words…and for being my guinea pig. I must admit I feel pretty good about this accomplishment. Love you. Mom