Words by Joy

Busy or Still

This morning as I listened to David Jeremiah, he said:

            Busyness is like an octopus on roller skates.

            Lots of movement, but you never know what direction it’s going to take.

I laughed out loud.  That presented quite a mental picture. 

Over many years, I lived like that octopus.  The busier I was, the more I thought I was accomplishing.  Sometimes I did.  Sometimes I used it as an escape.  Sometimes it helped me feel like I was a better Christian.  

My husband died in 2015.  I retired in 2017.  So that takes care of all that busyness.  Right?  Yet there were days I couldn’t imagine how I found time to go to work.  Something was wrong with that picture.  So these past years I’ve been purging.  Not only my physical possessions, but my emotional ones too.  I feel lighter and lighter (and weigh 30 pounds less).  

And now a new year awaits.  My desire for me is that I peel off another layer of understanding and become even closer to God.  As I’ve pondered that, I have been made aware that I need to change my pattern of Bible reading.  I long for those words to truly embed themselves into my heart.  

I know that any time I need to remember something, I write it down.  I keep a notepad and pen in every room.  Once I see the words, I can remember.  I’ve decided to try that with the Bible.  This idea came to me by listening to David Jeremiah.  Here’s my strategy.  I’m going to pick a book of the Bible and write each verse as I read it.  I’ll write in a book that lays flat so one page will be for my thoughts…the other page for my writing.  

I’m actually excited about this.  I believe it will create an atmosphere for the renewing of my mind.  I will be compelled to dig deeper.  And I will have to cease my busyness to accomplish this project.  I will be following the instruction to “be still”.  

“Be still, and know that I am God!…..” Psalm 46:10 (NLT)